naru @naruran@me.ns.ci

让我重来一次我要按头过去的自己不看任何莫名其妙的博客短篇教程，全他妈是绕路......

我丝毫不觉得大学专业课的课本的写法在任何意义上not accessible to others，相反那基本上是效率最高的教程了，不然还想怎样。medium和wordpress上的不是特定主题write up的教程我现在终于感觉可以说了，都是废物，就不该看任何一篇。有doc看doc，不确定的先查spec，sof也行

而且我作为外行表示你所谓的“简明易懂的教程”绝大部分都他妈是扯淡，该上来就pointer arithmetic糊脸就来，哪那么多意味不明的比喻，就是这些假装亲民的教程搞得很多莫名其妙的方面被迫learn it the hard way好吧！

在推上看到有人说“没有cs学历的人也可以成为好工程师，专业文凭不重要”，然后有个人表示赞同，写道“外行进入cs的一大好处是他们往往会写很简明易懂的教程” “这个时代不需要知道binary heap也可以搭服务器我认为是件好事”
这。。偏见也太大了吧，你咋知道我不知道binary heap？I bet you also think us wouldn't know random shits like endianness, memory alignment, return to libc, and all the essential & fun part? tf?

#TIL 原来真的有几十个G的json的使用场景....but why?!

毫无上下文地大喊海猫的故事是神，寒蝉的动画已经够好了为什么要重置（靠

よくわかんないなreゼロ一体何だー

（没看小说，不一定公平。）不论细节的前提下一季动画和二季开始这一点地那怎么说，这部作品的剧情有时让我觉得作者不是因为写作技巧或者故事编排上的癖好/缺陷导致某些剧情这么展开，而是作者自己有，或者作者相信读者群体会喜欢，这种自毁倾向和“我什么都不做一切也会全自动搞砸，然后拼了老命去挽回一切的自己的模样非常光辉”的味道。这么说可能有点过分了，或者说我能理解这样故事的可读性在哪里，但re zero实在做得太过了，动画化的节奏里恨不得两分钟就给你一下。看了几眼官方漫画，感觉这个问题应该不完全是动画制作搞砸之类的问题......事实上e2s4圣域试炼里スバル回忆的描写的一些细节（例如盯着钟表指针无法动弹直到来不及去学校）比整个第一季的高潮剧情都真情实感，就非常可怕，让我觉得作者心里非常清楚读者群体的粗略画像，然后在知道这一点的前提下写出insecure narcissist的剧情－－尽管スバル这个角色本人并没有直接在剧情中表现出这一点。

I'm not at all into LN but am curious about the theme shift over the course of 2000~2020, esp the ongoing (?) maniac towards reincarnation/transplanted into other worlds. It's been always giving me the vibe of the monolith publisher-entertainment companies predating on people's weaker ego. Surely the protagonist starting out by reincarnation/death doesn't mean the whole content is reinforcing escapism (although personally I think there's certainly trace of that, e.g. re-zero), sometimes the author clearly wants to tell a highschooler story to young adults, and somehow figured out that instead of depicting protagonist as a student, framing it as a adult-undo-their-life-and-reborn-as-an-adolescent is more attractive.

However, does this imply that LN has gradually lost the audience base in the younger generation? Or it's specifically targeting the 20~40s otakus? Or, simply because 20~40s audiences could make more noise than minors? I don't plan to do the research myself though. If there's no write-ups out there, I might never know

https://www.japantimes.co.jp/culture/2018/06/24/general/can-japanese-light-novels-remain-publishing-heavyweights/

random reading of the day

TIL ライトノベル is 和製英語 and not a valid English expression. The better description would be novella or simply short novel.

捡到谜之好笑的图

不行了真的写不出来，明天再说吧。。

It's nice that setting up mastodon doesn't require extensive knowledge of...things, but still, not having basic ideas about how to find or tune stuff almost certainly equals to inability to troubleshoot or properly maintain the server (especially if the instance is open for registration). By basic ideas I mean the very basics, e.g. recursively grep image from a given directory, assuming common formats...

But honestly I'm now interested in setting up one for myself, just for fun. I thought I didn't have enough skills

500字bio写了98字，杀了我吧.jpg

写这申请是什么拷问啊，简直除了我是废物四个字以外什么都写不出（。

"Applicants should describe their journey to choosing science as a career, including any challenges or obstacles s/he has overcome to reach this point."

Bold of you assuming I chose this life. It's just a pile of random events threw into my face!

怎么有人写博客不带RSS源的，掀桌